Greatful

I'm greatful for Rest,a good day ,some progress ,and hope that tomorrow will be even better .
I'm greatful for the KEY that God has sent me to find the answers I seek even if the answers aren't the ones I want them to be (never the less not my will but Gods will be done ) after all he knows whats best for those that Love him . And I know that he knows that I love him ( and exactly how much ) God help me to love you even more . I'm thankful for the prayers that have been prayed for me . Please keep them coming .My hope is that I will be sensitive to Gods Spirit and hear him when he does give me a answer for what I'm going thru . A matter of fact I want him to be the only Answer I hear . I love you all and hope you are having a blessed day.

needing answers

Yes you heard right . I need direction from the Lord . I need help and its sadly not going to come from anyone down here . It hasn't thus far and after this long its not very likely that its going to . I'm dissappointed , I'm hurt , I don't know what to do , And I don't know if I would have enough strength to do it, if I did know . So direction and strength is what I hope I will find at church tonight . Answers ,Answers Answers . Lord GOD please let me hear them . Please pray that the answers will come soon. I dont know how much more of this I can take.

Faithful

Lord ,
I want to be faithful .I want a heart that is true
Nothing in secret , everything open to you.
Lord let me be faithful in all that I say and do .
Lord I want to be faithful so faithful to you.
---not just a song but my prayer for the rest of my
life .

A day of rest

Well thats exactly what today has been . I got up early and got the boys off to school,washed and dryed and folded the clothes ,did some dishes ,after that I sat down with a egg sandwich ate,and proceeded to read 6 chapters of the bible ,after which I took a nap ,I got up and showered just before everyone came in from work and school, although I do think Andy must have come in sometime during my nap because he said I must have been living the life today .LOL . I really hate to lose a day but it felt really good to rest . Thank God for rest.

It works now

yeah its working again. this will make it a lot easier to post from now on.

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Hey everyone

I hope everyone is having a great day. I seem to be having some computer difficultys my keyboard dont want to type when I'm trying to post on my blog but it works quite well when I'm just commenting . Any ideas?

moody

Well I guess thats me today ,you know I manage to keep the way I feel bottle up most of the time pretty well, only those closest to me know when something really bothers me . I'm trying to clean the house ,but my hearts not in it . I really just want to cry . oops I am . I really miss Damon today . It seems so wrong that I am here and hes gone . In my mind it should be the other way around . He always had so much to offer everyone he came in contact with . I really don't understand why ? I do try but I still don't . I know what the word has to say about so much of the pain ,and hurt thats inside me right know , and about Gods ways , and even about how happy he must be right now , but standing on this side of death hurts sooooo bad . I only see this side of things and I really ,really miss him . well before I ruin everyones day I'll get off here, sorry